We went to a street dance in Hartford last night.
I don't like small towns. At all. They creep me out. And I always end up feeling like a jerk because I'm quiet and kind of shy at first and that turns people off real quick.
But it was fun. Kind of.
Everyone was drunk and then we stumbled upon a house party and just sort of mingled. My guard were still up because I was completely sober but I still had a somewhat fun time.
Today is a day for cleaning. Our apartment is a wreck if I have ever seen one. Ahhh.
I wanted to talk a little about my summer so far. More than I talked previously, anyways.
It's been good. Kind of weird because I'm not working that much and I have a lot of free time on my hands, which I have never had before. But at the same time, it feels like I never have time for anything. It's weird. I'm weird.
It's also hard to negotiate my time spent between my Sioux Falls friends and my O'Gorman friends. People end up getting mad one way or the other. And I fear hurting my Sioux Falls friends because honestly, I want to spend more time with my O'G friends. I said it. I never see them and I want to see more of them this summer. Sorry.
I've been keeping my personal journal updated but I can't say that I've written anything of much caliber, besides for two or three poems. And those aren't all that good.
I feel like I pushed my creativity and brain so far this past semester and I'm still reeling from it. But I kind of miss school. I miss that structure. Even though I hated it towards the end, I still miss seeing teachers and reading new things and waking up before 2:00 p.m. God.
Justin and I leave for Portland in 25 days. WHOA. I have a lot of saving/preparing to do. But I can't wait! We are both so excited and I can hardly wait to get out of Sioux Falls for a while. Christ, I can hardly wait to get out the midwest for a while. Thank godddd.
Happy Sunday.
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